Friday, April 22, 2011

Mo' Money

Fund-raising for the WCD program is complete! All of the costs for this year, including the $3,000 tuition and the $1,500 Scotland trip, have been accounted for.


If you’d like to continue giving to causes related to my time here in Pittsburgh, myself and several others from the Upper Room church are participating in the Pittsburgh Marathon on May 15th. I am running the Half-Marathon as a member of the World Vision team, which is where the financial donation part comes in...

World Vision is an excellent humanitarian organization that drills wells in Ethiopia and Kenya in order to provide clean drinking water – something that is essential but often lacking. Please consider donating.

Financial gifts can be given on my personal page.

And more info about the race and team World Vision can be found here.

Thanks again for supporting me this year!

Monday, February 21, 2011


“You’re going to Scotland!” Close friends have been reminding me of this. And I think now that I’m sitting down to write a little about the trip, I’m finally feeling the anticipation. So for those of you who haven’t been alerted as of yet, here it is: I’m going to Scotland! When? VERY soon! This Friday the 25th, our small group of seminarians and WCD participants will be traveling across the pond to the homeland of bagpipes, kilts, beautiful highlands, malt whiskey, and some of the most unique folklore (ex. the Loch Ness Monster!). So we’ll be there until the 10th of March doing a number of things.

Participate and Learn…

This trip is a “cross-cultural immersion trip”, which is one component of my WCD experience. And while many such trips associated with church work often involve going to a chosen 3rd world country and working alongside local people to help build houses or volunteer with an orphanage, the Scotland trip has much different intentions and expectations. We are openly seeking to participate and learn, which can be different from “service work” in a couple ways. The first part of our trip will be spent experiencing monastic life at the Northumbrian community (link at the bottom of the page), which is a monastery rooted in a Celtic spiritual heritage. Our WCD group has been using their prayer book and we hope to glean from this experience a better understanding of how this type of ministry is a gift to the church and world. This monastic experience will be a nice foundation for the second part of our trip, which will take us to the Scottish cities of Edinburgh and Glasgow where we’ll be exploring how the church is seeking to express itself in what can be called a post-Christian society. So these two parts of the trip come together in what we see as the purpose of the trip: to participate and learn how the monastic life of the church (a mix of contemplation, prayer, thoughtfulness, hospitality, and communal life) fits together with the missional life of the church (evangelism, witness, social engagement, and Christian presence in the world). Of course, we believe that monasticism and mission are not to be harshly separated because they have much to do with one another, and it’s that tension that we want to really explore.


Although St. Patrick's Day is thought of as a purely Irish celebration, he is a saint because of his influence throughout present-day Ireland, England, and Scotland. On March 16th, St. Patty’s day is often celebrated involving (lots of) beer, pinching people who don’t wear green, and maybe eating some traditional Irish cuisine. But what was so special about Patrick? In preparation for the trip, I’ve been reading George G. Hunter’s “The Celtic Way of Evangelism”, which helps to paint a fuller picture of the famous Patrick. I hope to relay some of Hunter’s pertinent insights in the remainder of this blog.

Born in northern England around 400AD, Patrick was captured by Irish pirates at the age of 16 (epic, I know), and taken prisoner for about 6 years. During these years in captivity, Patrick was deeply affected through what theologians call “natural revelation”, a process by which you come to believe in God because of the beauty displayed in nature. Also, Patrick came to love and respect the Irish people and culture that took him prisoner, which I find especially strange! And this is where the story gets even more peculiar. Patrick hears a voice in a dream telling him to escape and there will be a ship waiting to take him, which is what he does. From there, he returns home to England and trains to become a priest in England.

After years of normal priestly duties in England, Patrick heard another voice calling him back to the people who captured him. So, in typical Patrick fashion (which was outrageously non-typical), he asked the church in Rome if he would be allowed to return as an apostle (religious messenger person) to the Irish people. The biggest problem here is that much of the civilized Roman world viewed “those” people as barbarian, emotionally unfit, and hopeless. For example, the Celts were known to battle in the nude, which you can imagine didn’t seem to model the virtues of the Roman culture, which highly regarded rationalism and literacy. The main and all-too-common assumption here was that for a group of people to hear the Gospel and to know God’s love for them… they need to first be civilized… they needed to be Roman. Patrick did not agree with this. Patrick knew their culture and loved the people. And after much reluctance, Patrick was given Papal approval and spent the rest of his life living among the Celtic people. Although the numbers are hard to gather, there is significant evidence that many thousands of people were baptized into the church. Overall, Patrick’s ministry to the Celtic people is crucial in the development of Christianity in Europe.

There have been tons of missionary movements throughout the ages, many full of dangerous and violent and regrettable tactics; however, Patrick’s legacy is one that can be valued because it was not rooted in imperialistic motives or violent capture. Instead, (and here’s the point I’m really trying to make) Patrick understood the Celtic people. He worked for them and with them. He understood their appreciation for paradox, quest for ultimate reality, and love of story. Patrick knew that in order to love his neighbor he must first know them, and out of that sense of knowing them as family and home, he was called to share what was so fundamentally important in his own life, the Christian faith.

As our group travels to Scotland in order to experience and learn, please pray for our time there, our group dynamics while on the journey, the people and places that we meet, and even our return home where we hope to share what God is doing across the pond.

Thomas Cahill speaks of St. Patrick’s ability to affirm the good in the people around him, something I find challenging and hopeful. Cahill says, “Patrick found a way of swimming down to the depths of the Irish psyche and warming and transforming Irish imagination – making it more humane and more noble while keeping it Irish.”

May we be granted God’s peace as we strive to affirm those good and beautiful things around us.

Monday, January 24, 2011


When I was younger I didn’t like to read. And my parents recognized this. They tried to pay me to read. Didn’t really work. The “Book-It” program didn’t work on me either. I liked pizza, but I liked not reading more. I remember flipping through books and underlining random chunks of text that seemed noteworthy in order to get rid of that crisp brand new book appearance. My favorite technique was to fold the book open with a lot of force so that the front cover didn’t sit flat on my desk when my teacher would stroll by. I would work the book binding back and forth for a couple minutes, and like magic, I had a thoroughly read book that matched the other kids’. Genius.

This pattern of interacting with books made it’s way into my college life, although with much more subtlety or, I guess, “genius”. And so it doesn’t surprise me when I remember venting to anyone who would listen about the horribly dense text that my professor had chosen. It was the type of text that demanded a dictionary close by, or else I would have never understood a thing from it. (Also, I shouldn’t leave out my other close by study tools – my cell phone, iTunes, and Facebook chat.) But the thing that really validated my pissing and moaning was that ALL the other students I talked to were upset about it. And so we nicely concluded that this book was ridiculous.

A different professor overheard our corporate complaining and actually showed some empathy. Professor number two heard our cries and offered some helpful advice by saying, “I think the question becomes is there any way to say what the text says in a simpler way?” Some of us mauled this over for a second, but I immediately thought, “Well I hope so! I’m pretty sure that’s what we’re going to have to do for a grade!” But after our initial reactions, I started to appreciate that advice more. I thought, “Yeah, there’s got to be a way to break this horrible entrée down into pieces that I can actually stomach.” Or maybe a better way to put it is that our task is to take this dense text and say it simply without sacrificing too much of its brilliance. I left there seeing the beauty in simplicity.

The next time our class met Professor number one was actually quite gracious to us, admitting the toughness of the reading assignment. However, Professor number one didn’t mention anything about simplifying the language, instead, the following was said, “This book is like a famous and beautiful painting in that the more you admire and look, the more respect you will have for the painter, or author in this case.” And so Professor number one encouraged us to do the hard work of reading and struggling through the text in order to see the brilliantly placed brush strokes of the text. And so I left there seeing the beauty in complexity.

Saint Ephrem is a highly respected theologian in the eastern Christian world. You know how Western Christians LOVE people like C.S. Lewis and Saint Augustine? Well, I’ve heard that Ephrem is like that for the Church in the East. So, basically twentysomething Christians in Syria put Ephrem quotes on their Facebook statuses instead of Augustine quotes…

He was around in the 4th century and writes what are basically sermons in song version. His hymns are serious. They are deeply rooted in Scripture, but maybe in a way that is weird to you and I. He’s sometimes referred to as the “harp of the Spirit”… so he’s good, very good. But he’s also very old. I mean he’s dead, but his writings are old… so they take a little patience and getting used to. But I’m learning that they are worth the effort that it takes to engage these hymns. For example, part of his hymn regarding the Genesis account:

Joyfully did I embark
on the tale of Paradise-
a tale that is short to read
but rich to explore.
My tongue read the story’s
outward narrative,
while my intellect took wing
and soared upward in awe
as it perceived the splendor of Paradise-
not indeed as it really is,
but insofar as humanity
is granted to comprehend it.

With the eye of my mind
I gazed upon Paradise;
the summit of every mountain
is lower than its summit,
the crest of the Flood
reached only its foothills;
these it kissed with reverence
before turning back
to rise above and subdue the peak
of every hill and mountain.
The foothills of Paradise it kisses,
While every summit it buffets.

Both of my professors challenged me to think and speak about that difficult textbook in a different way. When is it best to say it simply? And when is anything but complexity a disservice to the topic? I’m learning that our words are important, especially as they relate to God.

Some questions worth considering:

What is Paradise like? What is it NOT like?
Who is it like? When is it? Where is it?

One of Ephrem’s hymns has a corporate response that is worth meditating upon:

“Blessed is He who was pierced
and so removed the sword from the entry to


Monday, January 10, 2011

Wintery Thoughts.

The winter is upon us and it’s slowing me down. The gray sky is here and it’s not new anymore; it’s been here for months. I actually think the weather has affected my vision; it’s hard to stare at the sky without being bored and my legs are cold and so I bought flannel-lined pants. My elderly neighbor Angie has harassed me for wearing shoes that aren’t warm enough and customers at the café are often trying to order through fogged up glasses. Winter is here and it’s lost whatever sex appeal it had, if it ever had any.

This weather seems to toss us to our couches for movie watching and keep us buried in our morning sheets. But I think the slowness of our bodies that comes with this season is an opportunity for our minds to get out and exercise a bit. I affirm Thoreau’s comment on this season: “Winter, with its inwardness is upon us. A man is constrained to sit down, and to think.”

Consider the following poem…

On Slow Learning
by Scott Cairns

If you have ever owned
a tortoise, you already know
how terribly difficult
paper training can be
for some pets.

Even if you get so far
as to instill in your tortoise
the value of achieving the paper,
there remains one obstacle--
your tortoise’s intrinsic sloth.

Even a well-intentioned tortoise
may find himself, in his journeys,
to be painfully far from the mark.

Failing, your tortoise may shy away
for weeks within his shell, utterly
ashamed, or looking up with tiny,
wet eyes might offer an honest shrug.
Forgive him.

The tortoises of the WCD program are slow learners, both on purpose and because of our “intrinsic sloth”. Our current readings of Saint Symeon the New Theologian and Gregory of Nazianzus have been tough mid-winter assignments. However, as we slowly seek to follow these good and knowledgeable men of old, with our sluggishness of mind and body, we are being challenged to contemplate who God is. And this type of contemplation has often led us to a state of wonder and mystery. Not the type of mystery that gives up in despair, but rather, the mystery that includes awe and reverence. We tortoises are slowly learning how to be in awe.

Saint Symeon the New Theologian was a Christian monk during the 10th and 11th centuries and I would like to share with you all a prayer that is meant to be offered by the blind who are struggling to see the light, a group of which I am often a part.

Have mercy on me, Son of David, and open the eyes of my soul, so that I may see the light of the world, even You, Who are God, and may become, even I, a son of the day; and so that you may not abandon me, O Good One, as unworthy and without a share in Your divinity. Lord, manifest Yourself to me, so that I may know that You have loved me as one who has kept, Master, Your divine commandments. O Merciful One, send the Comforter even to me, so that He may teach me the things concerning You; and, O God of all, declare what is yours to me. Illumine me with the true light, O Compassionate One, so that I may see the glory which You had with Your Father before the world was made. Abide even in me, as You have said, so that I, too, may become worthy of abiding in You, and may then consciously enter into You and consciously possess You within myself. O Invisible One, take form in me so that, beholding Your impossible beauty, I may be clothed, O Heavenly One, with Your image and forget all things visible. Compassionate One, give me that glory which the Father gave You, so that I may, as all of your servants, become god by grace and be ever with You, now and always and for ages without end. Amen.

May we, during this winter season, be gracious with ourselves and accept the gift of slowness in order to more fully know who God is.